From the Mind of Brie

A look into my life, my thoughts and beliefs, and anything else that comes up. You will be able to follow along the path leading into my future -- whatever that might be...

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

Okay -- I'm about ready to pull my hair out because of this darn "blogging" system. I've tried to post something for all of you about 3 times, and on all 3 occasions, it erased my entire message before I could post it! I know I'm not THAT incapable.

Here's the overall message I've been trying to post: I know why I am always so stressed. It's because I know that there are so many people out there who have the same type of dreams that I do and so few of us actually make it. I believe that my determination will be enough to push me through this. I do believe that. However, even when I have nothing to worry about, I tend to have a floating anxiety above my head constantly reminding me that I've still got a long way to go before I can feel less like I'm fighting and more like I've finally succeeded and I can breathe. I feel like I'm wasting time. A good friend of mine said that he wished we didn't have to sleep. We'd have so many more hours in the day. I thought I agreed with that, but then I realized that I'd just have MORE time to put myself under MORE pressure. Hahaha....I guess there are good sides and bad sides to everything. Take care everyone -- I wish you the best....

~Brie~

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